Practising insight on your own

by Acharn Thawee Baladhammo

Foreword

Nowadays the condition of Thai society has changed very much and for many reasons. One of the results is that people part from the homes of their parents to settle down on their own. The economic situation in the new households is not well-balanced. They spend more than they earn, so they must try to increase their income. From the past of an agricultural society we have come to an industrial society with all its competition and the hasty hurry of going to school and attending to the duties of building up a business. The present society is materialistic. The need for material things is increasing; there is never the word 'enough'. Powerful desires force people to work relentlessly for the sake of satisfying all their needs. This is the state of affairs of society and everybody in the present time. This development keeps people away from the Wat, which is the public center for the cultivation of dana, sila, bhavana (giving, virtue, meditation) that can lead everybody into good and virtuous ways.

People today are just like birds. Early in the morning they fly out of the nest to find food in order to fill the hungry mouths and empty stomachs left at home. In the evening they return tired and exhausted to the nest. Out in the morning, back at night, this is the duty in daily life. Especially for the people who live in flats and many-storeyd buildings having rooms like bird's nests. Then this is even more obvious.

For this reason, the minds of the people become rigid and tense and the people become selfish, lacking reason in whatever they do. They follow their whims and fancies, lacking sati to keep them from creating situations which would otherwise be impossible. Although our country embraces the Buddhist religion, such things can happen and it is likely to grow even worse, because the society is turned upside down. Even the five precepts are losing influence and will soon be forgotten.

At present the people suffer from mental derangement and neuroses. No matter whether they are highly educated having a university degree, or industrialists, bankers, businessmen, politicians, or practicing any other profession, they are all more or less neurotic. We may not be neurological specialists, but if we consider the reasons in the present, that will be enough to know why more and more people become neurotic. Especially for people in the big cities it is very obvious. They no sooner wake up in the morning than the mind is already tense and rigid. Children as well as grown-up people, they all must hurry up to catch a bus and get on in pursuing education, business, duties or buying breakfast. When they get stress, they are not open-minded and lose their temper easily. When they arrive at the office, they encounter problems with unsatisfactory colleagues or the work itself. This makes the mind even more tense. When they return home, they face the household- and family problems again, and the neurotic strain still increases. When they lie down to sleep, again they think about problems, think about the occupation, about money and the many other things of tomorrow. The mind, the nerves and the brain, which want to relax naturally by sleeping, have to go on working. These are precisely the problems of the sort that make us more neurotic day in, day out. Therefore:

A handbook for practicing VIPASSANAKAMMATTHANA ON YOUR OWN would be useful for those people who have no opportunity to go to a Wat or meditation center where they could practice with a teacher. And also for those who have too many duties at home, whose daily life is restricted to the house, or for sick and old people who are still attached to their children and grand-children or take care of the house. They can use this book as a handbook in the practice, beginning with 10 minutes, 20 or 30 minutes, alternating sitting and walking as long as they feel able. They should not compel themselves too much. Do it with faith, with a joyful mind; and relax, so that the tense and rigid mind will be abated and relieved, and the mind becomes calm and content. Then happiness will arise out of that peace and you will understand how to put aside the many problems of life. You will become happy in body and mind and gain the strength to fight the problems of life effectively, business affairs as well as the confused, troublesome circumstances, the poisonous pollution’s of the environment. Progress in life will be the result, and this will be the strength of the nation in the future.

Phra Acharn Thawee Baladhammo

TO THE WESTERN READERS

The situation described in the foreword is very well known in the West, whereas in Asia it has become evident only recently. The almost world-wide destruction of natural environments and healthy mental conditions is a truism. But why does anybody not learn from the mistakes of others and try to escape these mistakes? The answer is that we are not used to relying upon ourselves, but keep looking to other people, hoping to be presented with a solution that will release us from the necessity of understanding our own life.

The Lord Buddha used to warn people not to believe what he said without making sure whether it was true or not. He was not eager to persuade people to change their confession and accept his religion; but he was anxious for people to comprehend his pointing to a reality that cannot be found in books or sermons, because it is already there before a word is spoken. It can only be known by personal realization.

You should not look at this book as another Buddhist reader. If you come across things or statements that you don't understand, it shows that you must practice. When you follow the instructions contained herein, you will develop natural wisdom, and you will understand without having need of more books. If you practice honestly, you will understand by yourself, understand in a way that makes you free. This was the purpose of writing it.

I would like to acknowledge the people who have brought this piece of Dhamma within reach of English-speaking readers. The translators, a Thai monk and a German monk, have co-operated well and produced a satisfactory result according to my purpose. Nai Thanong, a disciple of long standing, gave a helping hand where it was needed. Phra George of Wat Mahadhat, Bangkok, read the manuscript and improved on the English idiom.

Phra Acharn Thawee

August 1984

INTRODUCTION

Q: What is the meaning of the word kammatthana?

A: The word kamma literally means action or practice, and the word thana means a base or foundation. The word kammatthana therefore means the base of action or the cause of development.

Q: What is the meaning of vipassanakammatthana?

A: The word vi- means superb, clear, divers; passana means seeing, direct perception and right view of reality. Vipassanakammatthana is the practice of the correct view of reality or mental development for clear knowledge to see the truth of all realities.

Q: Why are there only two duties in Buddhism, the duty of study (ganthadhura) and the duty of practising insight (vipassanadhura), but the practice of samatha is not mentioned?

A: The Lord Buddha tried with utmost patience, perseverance and effort to discover that highest Dhamma which leads out of the suffering of the rounds of rebirth, samsaravatta, the process of birth, old age, sickness and death; the Dhamma which has the function to completely eradicate the asavakilesa (worldly bias and defilement’s) which are the cause of attachment to remain in the samsaravatta.

At first, the Lord studied with two renowned teachers, one of them named Alara Kalama who taught samathakammatthana to reach the highest rupa-jhana (absorption of the fine-material sphere). The second one, Uddaka Ramaputta, taught samatha kammatthana to reach the highest arupa-jhana (absorption of the immaterial sphere). The Lord Buddha experimented with this meditation in every way realizing that this is not the way to sammasambodhinana, the Full Enlightenment of a Buddha. Therefore he departed and searched for himself until he became enlightened to the four Noble Truths which can destroy the asavakilesa completely. Thus he became the supreme arahat Sammasambuddha.

Then the Lord declared that he was the One rightfully enlightened by himself. In the preaching of the Dhammacakkappavattanasutta, the first sermon, delivered to the group of five ascetics at Isipatana deer-park near Benares, he pointed out the Noble Eightfold Path or the Middle Way which comprises sammaditthi, that is panna, right view or seeing the four Noble Truths. The practice of insight meditation, which is vipassanadhura.

As for ganthadhura (duty of study), it amounts to studying the guidelines of vipassanakammatthana in order to understand the way of practice. The Supreme Teacher for most of his life preached that rupanama (body and mind) are impermanent, suffering, and not self. This is an example of what he taught his disciples who did not yet understand the method of practice until they could understand it by themselves. Then those disciples paid homage to the Supreme Teacher, went to the forest separately, and practiced the Dhamma putting forth energy until they attained to the highest qualities of the Dhamma becoming Noble Ones (ariyapuggala) in the time of the Buddha.

But samathakammatthana existed before the appearance of the Lord Buddha in this world. Every religion had kinds of this meditation, for example there were sages, ascetics, hermits, or monks of other religions. When the Lord had studied thoroughly he realized that this was not the way to eradicate asavakilesa.

Vipassanakammatthana however is what the Lord researched and practiced by himself; it exists exclusively in the Dispensation of the Buddha. Thus there are only two kinds of dhura (duty) in the field of Buddhism, that is ganthadhura and vipassanadhura.

Q: What is the difference between samathakammatthana and vipassanakammatthana?

A: They differ in the sense-objects and have different goals and means. To explain the difference: samathakammatthana is based on conceptualized objects, or objects which are created, such as kasina. The practice of samathakammatthana is the means to pacify the mind, and the method depends essentially on the nimitta, (sign) so as to intensify concentration beginning from parikamma nimitta (preparatory sign) to uggaha nimitta (acquired sign) and the patibhaga nimitta (conceptualized sign). When the jhana-factors vitakka, vicara, pitit, sukha, ekaggata (examining, adjusting, zest, bliss, and one-pointed-ness) arise and are fully developed, then the first absorption is attained (pathumajjhana).

The objects of vipassanakammatthana, on the other hand, are the five groups of rupanama (body and mind). The result of vipassana practice is to attain to the highest quality of Dhamma and to the four Noble Persons, viz. Stream-entrees, Once-returnee, Never-returnee and the Fully Enlightened One, thus destroying asavakilesa according to the respective level until it is completed, destroying the need to come back and repeat death and birth again and again. But the guidelines for the practice will be explained later.

Q: Do we have to know the principles of insight meditation before taking up the practice?

A: We should know the essentials or the heart of the practice first, such as the four Noble Truths, or the two ways of truth, the way of suffering and the way to the end of suffering.

The way to suffering is tanha, craving for objects of the world such as sight, sound smell, taste, touch, or subtle body and mind, giving rise to clinging attachment (upadana) to the objects of the world which involve birth, old age, sickness and death, whirling round in a cycle (vatta) of uninterrupted succession without ever breaking the chain.

The way of the cessation of suffering is the Eight-fold Path, the Middle Way which is the Realization of the Truth, the way to Maggaphala and Nibbana. It is the way to expel asavakilesa, the defilement’s of the mind, completely. It is the way of people who observe the religious life (brahmachari), the way of the Purified Ones. It is the path of escape from the repeated deaths and births in the cycle of samsara by realization of the truth that Dukkha (Suffering) should be known, Samudaya (the Cause) should be abandoned, Nirodha (Cessation) should be realized, and Magga (the Path) should be fully developed.

Q: Is there any danger to the meditator who practices this Dhamma?

A: The practice can be dangerous because the meditators do not yet understand the guidelines of the practice correctly. Or, they practice after book-study and then make up their own understanding of it. Or, in a case where they practice without a meditation teacher guiding and pointing the correct way, when in the course of practicing, phenomena (sabhavadhamma) happen to arise, they may hold them to be true and real and believe that they have already reached the final Dhamma. Some meditators become attached to various nimitta, for instance light, images or pictures; some may even become insane. This is more likely to happen in samathakammatthana, because one dwells on conceptualized objects, pictures, or kasina nimitta, with delusion. If the image or the kasina changes suddenly, or a terrible image appears instead, one may lose awareness and become obsessed.

But the practice of vipassanakammatthana consists of developing mindfulness at every moment of breathing in and out. There are wisdom or clear comprehension (panna, sampajanna) and exertion working together to note the present object at every moment. Whenever an object arises just be aware of that object as it really is; then release that object at every moment, because the arisen object is bound to fall away naturally. Whatever special characteristics that object may have, it arises and then falls away; it is Dukkha Ariyasacca (Noble Truth of Suffering) arising and falling away. These phenomenon being Dukkha it is hard to bear. If the meditators can only understand this matter, then the practice of vipassanakammatthana is not likely to be dangerous at all. On the contrary, it will turn us into people possessing increased lucidity of satipanna (awareness and wisdom).

Q: Some people say that those who practice meditation will become backward people, not progressing in the way of the world; they are stubborn and old-fashioned, not up-to-date. What is your opinion concerning this....?

A: Everybody who is born into this world has got to have an aim in life or he should know what life is all about. In order to develop one's life, to be a man of highest virtue, what does one have to do? A man is good or bad depending on his own mind. We can prove this by ourselves. This is something which is always up-to-date.

Today is the time of science. We use technology, computers and nuclear power for proving, testing and for material purposes. In fact we use our mind to search for knowledge, competing in the construction of material things. Simply speaking, we are being materialists. This is what we call progressive; but it is only worldly knowledge. If we use it correctly, use it in a peaceful way, it will benefit all human beings. But if we use it with lobha, dosa, moha (greed, hatred, delusion) the result in form of the destruction of mankind is sure to follow in the future, undoubtedly. It will destroy everything in this world. There is no exception and no excuse for anybody who claims: 'I am a pioneer, I am a scientist' or ' I am an up-to-date-person'. Now, is this cleverness or is this foolishness, there, in the heart of him who is misled by materialism until he forgets the truth that the most important thing is Dhamma! Dhamma is the Nature which is always up-to-date.

Whoever studies and practices Dhamma, proves Dhamma and realizes the truth of it, analyses Dhamma and makes use of it in daily life, such a one uses it to control desire and extravagance, anger, envy, and delusion which delude him into taking poisonous stuff like alcohol, intoxicants, and drugs of all kinds. When our mind has no pollution’s to defile the heart then this mind is pure and calm and knows the reality of Nature as it really is. His life will be full of true happiness. He will know the principles of worldly affairs and the principles of Dhamma correctly and he can put them into practice in studying and in the conduct of his business for progress and prosperity in the future better than anyone who is not interested in the Dhamma and in the ways of his own mind, knowing nothing about kilesa, kamma, vipaka (defilement, action and result), not understanding that the four Noble Truths, the Eight-fold Path, the four Foundations of Mindfulness are the Dhamma for solving problems, the Dhamma for the extinction of mental suffering, the Dhamma for the development of the mind to change from the low state of worldliness (puthujjana) to the lofty mind of a Noble One (ariyapuggala).

Even in this present life it is a challenge for everyone to come to know and see without the limitations of endless time, and one who proves through practice will know by himself. Such a one is better than the person who doesn't know Dhamma and doesn't practice Dhamma, who actually deserves to be called fossilized and retrogressive, a million-year-old tortoise.

Q: What is the meaning of the four sappaya (favorable conditions) for meditator’s?

A: At the time of the Buddha the meditator’s should have the four sappaya, that is

1. Suitable dwelling conducive to calmness, undisturbed by noise, such as a forest, the foot of a tree, an empty house.

2. Healthy food, easily obtained. For Bhikkhus it means going for alms-round in villages not far away and to get sufficient food.

3. A good person, a spiritual friend, a meditation teacher who instructs the meditator always according to the Middle Way.

4. Comfortable dhamma, that is a meditation exercise (kammatthana) suitable for the disposition of the practitioner, tending neither to develop tenseness nor laxity too much. It is the dhamma that, when practiced, can give quick results for the meditator, as it should.

At this present time, we should look for a temple or a center where vipassana is taught and the four sappaya, as stated above, are provided, that means comfortable dwelling, food is not difficult to obtain and appropriate for the meditator, there is a vipassana teacher who is experienced in this field, and there is kammatthana suitable for the meditator. At present, the most important point is only the meditation teacher. He should analyze and instruct carefully because it is difficult for us to find such good teachings as in the Buddha's time.

Q: What is the procedure for someone who has never before practiced meditation?

A: The first step is that one should study the subject of vipassanakammatthana to have right understanding before beginning the Practice. But if one has no ability to do so or he has already studied but doesn't understand properly, he should go to learn from a vipassana teacher in a temple or meditation center and ask to stay there for the purpose of practicing. Even if someone has already studied pariyatti (the scriptures) well it is still necessary to have a meditation teacher who gives instructions and points out the correct practice, because from studying the scriptures (pariayatti) we only know the written words, whereas the practice means to get acquainted with natural phenomena (sabhavadhamma) as they really are; and there are differences in the sabhava (realities) between people, for instance mind, emotions, moods, and the accumulations of kamma they have are not the same. Then there are phenomena arising from Dhamma, through practice of insight, such as samadhi, piti, passaddhi, upekkha etc. (concentration, rapture, tranquility, equanimity). Some phenomena are not mentioned in the scriptures; therefore it is most important to have a meditation teacher with experience in both pariyatti and patipatti (scriptural knowledge and practice).

PRACTISING INSIGHT ON YOUR OWN
by Acharn Thawee Baladhammo

THE PRACTICE

The practice of vipassanakammathana (Insight-meditation) is the development of the four satipatthana (foundations of mindfulness).

1. Kayanupassana: mindfulness contemplates the body in the body as it really is.

2. Vedanupassana: mindfulness contemplates feeling in feeling as it really is.

3. Cittanupassana: mindfulness contemplates the mind in the mind as it really is.

4. Dhammanupassana: mindfulness contemplates mental phenomena in dhamma as they really are.

The four foundations of mindfulness are right here in ourselves. I would like you to comprehend the field of the objects or foundations of mindfulness, so as to make it easy to practice them. Concerning human beings and sentient beings in general the Supreme Teacher preached that the true state of existence of all beings is the five groups (khandha). That means, we have five separate aspects of nature combining and merging into conglomerate shapes and appearances for which we provide names and say: It is a human being, it is an animal, a woman, a man ...
Here are the five groups in detail

1. Rupakkhandha comprises the four elements, viz. element of extension or earth, element of cohesion or water, element of temperature or fire, element of motion or air and also derived matter (material phenomena other than the four great elements).

2. Vedanakkhandha has the function to experience objects as pleasant, painful and neither-pleasant-nor-painful.

3. Sannakkhandha (perception) has the function to remember the objects; to remember sight, sound, smell, taste, touch and the mental objects.

4. Sankharakkhandha are the mental factors or qualities arising together with mind. The wholesome group makes the mind meritorious, good; the unwholesome group makes the mind de-meritorious, bad; the exalted group makes the mind firm and unattached. These three groups of mental qualities are mental action. If they are strong they can produce bodily acts or speech.

5. Vinnanakkhandha consciousness has the function to receive and be aware of the objects of the eye, ear, nose, tongue, body and mind, and it also operates as re-linking consciousness in the process of rebirth (patisandhi).

In practice the five khandha are summarized to only two categories, body (rupa) and mind (nama).

Concisely speaking, all natural phenomena come to one place which is sati; that means to apply mindfulness for the purpose of knowing the present moment or noting the present object. Sati has been compared with the footprint of an elephant. The footprint of small animals are bound to be covered by the elephant's footprint. If mindfulness does not arise in the present, wholesome forces will not occur. When mindfulness arises it implies that only wholesome forces will arise together with it. Therefore, the Supreme Teacher urged the development of the four foundations of mindfulness.

When the meditator understands what the objects are and who is the one that knows the objects, then he can begin the practice by fixing mindfulness on the four bodily postures of walking, standing, sitting and reclining.

The Sitting Posture

The sitting postures while meditating is sitting cross-legged with upright body, the right leg above the left and the right hand on top of the left. Establish mindfulness to note the object to be contemplated. Then contemplate body in the body. The main object to be noted is the Rising and Falling of the abdomen. When the abdomen rises note 'Rising', when the abdomen falls note 'Falling'. Then keep following continuously: 'Rising' - 'Falling' - 'Rising' - 'Falling'....

Q : How should one establish mindfulness correctly?

A : The meditator should make his mind comfortable, free from worries, not too serious or too eager. For the arising phenomena are sure to fall away again. It is the characteristic of nature that everything that arises naturally is bound to fall away naturally.

The meditator should only fix mindfulness on the object just in front of him and see it as it really is, arising and falling away. One should not cling to any object whatsoever but keep the mind central or still. This is called the practice of the Middle Way, not to cling to good objects or to bad objects, not to cling to objects that give rise to a happy feeling or an unhappy feeling. If mindfulness is established in this way so as to be aware of the present object as it really is and then letting it go, this is the right way of establishing mindfulness.

Q : How much time should we devote to the establishment of mindfulness in practice?

A : This depends on the ability of the person. If it is a child at the age of 7 to 10 years, it should practice only for 10 minutes; from 10 to 15 years of age 20 minutes; beginners from 15 years onwards, or healthy grown ups, should practice 30 minutes.

When the practitioner has developed effort, mindfulness, and concentration (viriya, sati, samadhi), the time should be increased little by little. It should not be increased too quickly. From 30 one should increase to 40, from 40 to 50, and then to 60 minutes. New meditators should not sit more than one hour. They should have understanding in the matter of balancing the mental faculties before sitting longer than one hour.

Q : Sometimes the mind is not calm, there is thinking and pondering fancifully so that one gets annoyed. What should one do in this case?

A : When thinking, just note mindfully: 'thinking, thinking'. When reflecting, make a note as 'reflecting, reflecting'; when the mind is wandering, note it: 'wandering, wandering'; when the mind is annoyed note 'annoyed, annoyed'...

When thinking, reflecting, wandering about or annoyance arises, one must note it immediately, and if mindfulness is strong then after noting only once those objects will disappear. If mindfulness is feeble, one should note two or three times or note until those objects disappear. Then bring mindfulness back to note the 'Rising' and 'Falling' again.

Q : Sometimes the mind is irritated, worried, discouraged, bored, lazy, drowsy. How should one handle or contemplate this?

A : Make a note of the mental object which appears in the mind: 'irritated, irritated'..., 'worried, worried'.., 'discouraged..', 'bored..', 'lazy..', 'drowsy..', 'dozing..'. When those objects disappear bring mindfulness back to note the 'Rising' and 'Falling' again.

Q : How should one make a note of external objects when they arise?

A : If the object arises through the eye, make a mental note: 'seeing, seeing'; if sound occurs note 'hearing, hearing'; if smell arises note 'smelling, smelling'; if taste arises note 'tasting..'. When the touch of coolness, heat, softness, hardness occurs by way of the body, make a mental note 'cool, cool', 'hot, hot', 'soft', 'hard..'. When an object appears in the mind, make a note "seeing, seeing' or 'knowing..', 'thinking..', etc. as the case may be.

Q : When sitting for a long time, feelings of pain and aches in the knees, in the legs, and in the back may appear. How is one to make a note of this?

A : Be mindful of the feeling of aching right there and note it: 'aching, aching..'. If you feel pain make a mental note 'painful, painful'. If there is numbness, note 'numb, numb'. When that feeling disappears go back and continue to note the 'Rising' and 'Falling' of the abdomen.

Q : If the feeling, after noting it, does not disappear, what should one do then?

A : In contemplating bodily painful feeling such as aches, pain, weariness, numbness, when concentration is good, you will be able to acknowledge well and easily that there is a feeling of aching, pain, weariness or numbness, and you can see the arising and vanishing of feelings distinctly or, when you keep noting it continuously, it may disappear by itself. But if one notes for some time and the feeling does not disappear, this is because the painful feeling is very powerful. Or sometimes the body and mind demonstrate the mark of suffering so that wisdom can realize the three characteristics impermanence (anicca), suffering (dukkha ), non Self (anatta). In such case the feeling of pain is stronger than usual. If one cannot bear it, then one should move the body or change position in order to relieve the pain. But don't forget to note mindfully the desire to change as 'desire to change..'. When moving the legs note 'moving, moving', when lifting the legs note 'lifting, lifting', when putting down the leg 'putting, putting'.

When the painful feelings have vanished, go back to the usual 'Rising - Falling' of the abdomen.

Q : In noting painful feeling does one have to note until that feeling disappears, or can one note different objects instead?

A : There are two kinds of bodily painful feeling. One type is forceful, compelling pain. This must be rectified. Then there is bodily pain that is not compelling. We should be aware of the compelling suffering, for instance to empty the bowels or to pass urine. This is suffering that cannot be suppressed. It is impossible to make it disappear by noting. Sometimes violent pain arises in the body; the meditator simply makes a mental note of it, but that pain increases more and more. If the meditator is already experienced in looking at painful feelings, then he can bear it. But in the case of new meditators, they cannot bear it. A sense of weariness will arise. They should note the changing of posture and all bodily movements with mindfulness at every moment.

Dukkhavedana (painful feeling) that is not compelling is only minor suffering, arising and vanishing. If it is not violent, it is unnecessary to change. Just apply mindfulness and note what is really there: Dukkhavedana having the nature of arising and vanishing; even the phenomenon of pain is not permanent, it does not last, it is impermanent, oppressive, insubstantial (anicca, dukkha, anatta) just as material phenomena. It is the same with other phenomena (nama).

Q : Does dukkhavedana still appear even if one has meditated for a long time?

A : This depends on the practice. If the meditator can note the object continuously for a long time, samadhi (concentration) will be developed to a great extent; then piti (rapture) and sukha (happiness, bliss) will arise in the mind. He will feel happy and satisfied. This is sukhavedana (feeling of strong happiness). If under such circumstances dukkhavedana in the body arises, it will not be recognized as pain or ache, because the mental sukhavedana preponderates. He will be able to continue contemplation until the time fixed for sitting is over. Only when noticing is abandoned will he realize that there is pain and ache in the body. With some meditators bodily pain may occur violently, such as pain in the back or another part of the body. This could very well be dukkhavedana originating from kamma, since the meditator explains that in the past he used to hit snakes on the back, or beat dogs and cats or creeping animals. So it is a fruit of kamma, and we should endure the ripening of that kamma.

Standing - Walking Meditation

Q : How should one walk for walking meditation?

A : In Mahasatipatthanasutta (the Sutta explaining the four foundations of mindfulness) it is stated that when walking one should know; that is walking. When standing one should know; that is standing. It is not stated how many parts a step has. But the commentator divided the steps in walking meditation into six parts:

1. Right step - left step.

2. Lifting the foot - placing the foot.

3. Lifting the foot - moving forward - placing the foot.

4. Lifting the heel - raising the foot - moving forward - placing the foot.

5. Lifting the heel - raising the foot - moving forward - lowering the foot - placing the

foot.

6. Lifting the heel - raising the foot - moving forward - lowering the foot - touching the

floor - placing the foot.

For standing meditation one should stand upright. Hold the left hand with the right either behind or in front of the body, whichever is more convenient. Make a mental note of the standing body: 'standing, standing...' about three times. Then start walking with the initial step no. 1 and note 'right step, left step, right step, left step..'. Keep your eyes looking straight in front of you at a distance of about 5 - 6 meters. Establish mindfulness to be aware of the movement of the foot. The word 'right' means, the right foot moves forward; that is the motion of the foot whilst moving, while it is brought to the front. When walking meditation is done slowly one should make a mental note as 'right goes thus, left goes thus..'. The word 'thus' should coincide with the moment the sole of the foot touches the ground. When walking rather quick, it should be noted as 'right step, left step..'. Walking quickly is acknowledged as 'right, left, right, left'.

When you reach the end of the walking path you will have to turn around. Note this as 'turning, turning' while the body turns either to the right or to the left. The right heel will move degree by degree; this should be noted: 'turning, turning'. When you are facing the path again, make a note of the standing posture: 'standing, standing'. When you start walking make mental notes, 'right goes thus, left goes thus..'.

Q : How long should the walking meditation be practiced? How many minutes each time?

A : A new meditator should walk and sit for equal times in any period. This means; when he sits for 30 minutes he should walk for 30 minutes....In general, the longer period of time you can walk the better. It increases energy (viriya). The meditators who have a wandering, discursive mind should practice walking equal in time to sitting or a little bit less in order to increase samadhi so that the mind becomes more calm.

Q : What is the method for the further stages of the practice?

A : According to the procedure of practice it is necessary to have a meditation teacher to give advice on the correct way of practice. He must know about the phenomena that the meditator experiences, by making daily inquiries, and help to solve any problems. He should guide the practitioner to right understanding so that the practice progresses and obstacles can be overcome. The meditation teacher should raise the standard of the practice by changing the steps of the walking meditation successively.

 

The Second Step

In the sitting posture, if the 'Rising - Falling' is slow, one should make mental notes of the sitting posture in addition: 'Rising - Falling - sitting...'etc.

Q : How does one contemplate the sitting posture?

A : When sitting one should be aware that one is sitting. That means, at the moment of sitting there is the shape of the sitting posture. Note this sitting form: 'sitting, sitting'.

Q : How is one to note walking meditation according to the second step?

A : Walking with the second step is noted as 'lifting the foot - placing the foot...' or 'lifting, placing, lifting , placing..'. The lifting in this place means to raise the foot about 15 cm from the ground, whereas 'placing the foot' is when the sole of the foot touches the ground. The foot must be put down close to the toes of the other one. For example: Lift the right foot first; when the sole is put down, the heel of the right foot will be a little distance ahead of the toes of the left foot which still remains flat on the ground. When the left foot is moved together with the mental note 'lifting, placing', then the heel of the left foot will be placed just past the toes of the right foot.

Q : When noting the sitting and the walking of the second step with ease, what should be noted next?

A : Go on to the third step. For the sitting the next step is noting the body-touch. If noting 'touching', one should note the spot where the right side of the buttocks touches the ground. The spot to be noted is a circle the size of a small coin. Note 'Rising - Falling - sitting - touching..'. If 'Rising - Falling becomes quick so that you cannot note four steps, leave out the 'touching', just note 'Rising, Falling, sitting'. If Rising - Falling is so quick that sitting cannot be noted, leave out the 'sitting', only note 'Rising, Falling'. Rising - Falling is the main object, which must be noted continuously. In case that the Rising - Falling is too subtle, unclear, or too quick, then note as 'knowing, knowing' until the 'Rising - Falling becomes clear again. Then continue to note 'Rising - Falling'.

The addition for walking in the third step is 'lifting the foot - moving forward - placing the foot'. When walking, lift the foot about 15 cm above the ground. 'Moving forward' means the foot moves forward about 20 cm. When 'placing the foot' the entire sole of the foot should be on the floor.

Q : Please explain the 4th, 5th, and 6th steps so that I know how to practise them.

A : The fourth step is noted as 'lifting the heel - raising the foot - moving forward - placing the foot'. The word 'lifting' means that only the heel is lifted, while the ball of the foot still remains on the ground.

The fifth step is noted as 'lifting the heel - raising the foot - moving forward - lowering the foot - placing the foot'. The noting of lifting, raising, moving are like those of the fourth step. As for 'lowering' one should note while the foot is being lowered until it reaches a distance of about 5 cm from the ground. After that make a mental note when touching the floor as 'placing..'.

The sixth step: 'lifting the heel - raising the foot - moving forward - lowering the foot - touching the floor - placing the foot'. While walking with this step the noting of lifting, raising, moving, lowering is the same as with the fifth step. The mental note 'touching' means that the toes and the ball of the foot touch the ground, but the heel is still up. 'Placing' means pressing the heel down to the floor.

Q : Is the contemplation of the sitting, standing, and walking posture always done as already explained or is there any more difference?

A : There is only one stage in standing meditation, noted as 'standing, standing..'. But one may also note standing for a long time. Walking meditation has 6 stages as stated above.

Concerning the sitting posture there are more additional touching-spots. They should be used when the mind is indolent and drowsy. When noting the touching, refer to the left side of the buttocks also and note both sides, first the right, then the left: 'Rising - Falling - sitting - touching - touching'. When drowsiness and inactivity of the mind still remain, the noting should include the ankles. Add the right one first and, if that is not enough, note the left one also.

Noting the touching-spots should only be done when there is a space between the Falling and the next Rising. When the Rising occurs, it must be noted as 'Rising - Falling - sitting...'. If, however, Rising - Falling cannot be noted at all because it is unclear, one may note 'sitting, touching, sitting, touching...', etc., employing those touching spots in turn until the Rising - Falling becomes evident again.

Sometimes. if mindfulness is keen, it may have the power to clear away drowsiness and inactivity and make the mind more energetic.

Q : When it is time to sleep, how is one to contemplate the lying body?

A : Before lying down one should first note other postures such as 'standing, standing'. Note the moment of lowering the body also: 'lowering, lowering'. When the buttocks touch the bed or floor: 'touching, touching'; when sitting note 'sitting, sitting'; bending the body so that it leans over to lie down note 'leaning, leaning'; when the back touches the ground note 'touching, touching'; when stretching the legs 'stretching, stretching'; when bending the knees 'bending, bending'; when moving the body 'moving, moving'; when arranging the posture 'arranging, arranging'; when supporting the body by pressing with the hand or arm on the floor 'pressing, pressing'. When you are in the lying position note 'lying, lying' until you fall asleep or, if the Rising - Falling of the abdomen is clear, make a note of it mindfully. In this posture you must contemplate in a relaxed way; don't note to strenuously; because then it is difficult to fall asleep.

In the opening phases of the meditation one must assiduously exercise the contemplation of the sitting, standing, walking, and reclining postures, noting continuously with mindfulness at every moment. In order to develop skillfulness one should never be absent-minded and have clear awareness of the presently existing rupanama (body and mind) at each and every moment.

This is the practice of insight meditation in the first phase, which has so far been explained in detail so that the characteristics may be known.

 

IDENTIFYING SABHAVA
(SPECIFIC PHENOMENA)
 And the Method for Dealing with them

 

Q : Later, when practicing meditation, there is sometimes a sensation of itching to be felt in the body, for instance in the face or at the back or it arises in any other part of the body. Sometimes there is a feeling as if ants or mosquitos were biting or insects were climbing on the body, or as if needles were piercing, giving a sharp pain. Sometimes the hairs on the body stand on end, there is a thrill at the back or on the shoulders arising for a moment and then vanishing again. Sometimes tears fall or one perspires; heat is circulating in the body or coolness may spread over the skin.

What are these phenomena? Where do they come from? How does one contemplate them? Are they dangerous for the meditator or not?

A : All these phenomena arising when contemplation is carried on are called sabhava. These sabhava arise when the mind is calm, which is samadhi (concentration). One has piti (rapture) which belongs to the same group as samadhi. They arise together, thus causing a lot of different sabhava to occur.

When they arise one must note them with mindfulness. For example: When experiencing itching note 'itching, itching'; feeling as if ants are biting note 'biting, biting'; when feeling a sting note 'stinging, stinging'; feeling as if insects were crawling over the body or in the face note 'crawling, crawling'. When sensing that tears or sweat is flowing note 'flowing, flowing'; when feeling that the hairs on the body stand on end note 'bristling, bristling'. When feeling cool note 'cool, cool'. Make a mental note according to the phenomena that arise. If you cannot note them properly, then note 'knowing, knowing'.

Most of these phenomena are manifestations of piti. When they arise one should note them every time. If noting is omitted, this is moha (delusion) lying in the object. If these phenomena keep arising often, it is called 'clinging to phenomena'. This must be checked by developing viriya (energy) and sati (mindfulness) making them stronger. Note the phenomena with a view to relinquishing them; don't cling to any object whatsoever.

Q : Sometimes, when sitting, it feels as if the hands were bigger or the feet, the belly, or the body were bigger. At times the body feels light and floating above the ground. Sometimes the hands, the feet, the body disappear altogether. How should one contemplate this?

A : Be mindful and make a note as follows. When the hands, the feet, or the body are bigger note 'big, big'; the body feels light note 'light, light'; the body feels floating note 'floating, floating'; the hands and feet disappear, the body vanishes, note 'vanished, vanished'.

Q : Sometimes during sitting, perception of white light appears, sometimes one sees green and yellow color, one sees many pictures, buildings, people, religious objects or monks. At times one sees skeletons, ugly and horrifying pictures. How shall one note these?

A : These objects arising in the mind are produced by concentration. They arise at a time when the mind is very tranquil. They are mind-created visions, imaginations. Sometimes these objects are very clear, sometimes they are dim; it depends on samadhi. If samadhi is very powerful one will see them very distinctly. When a picture or nimitta appears, note 'seeing, seeing' until that light or color or image vanishes. Then go back again to note the Rising - Falling of the abdomen. If one notes them but they do not vanish, this is because of upadana (attachment) which develops a liking for these things. Then the nimitta, colors, light or various pictures appear again and again. One must increase sati in noting and letting go. If they don't vanish, pay no attention and go back to the Rising - Falling or note other objects; those pictures will disappear by themselves.

Q : Sometimes the body sways or it feels as if turning round, the body shakes, trembles, or glides, or jerks. Sometimes there is a sudden push. What is that? How should one contemplate it?

A : The objects, sabhava and experiences can sometimes arise violently. This depends on the individual, because people are not all the same. Some people have slight experiences; other people have quite overwhelming experiences, because when piti arises together with samadhi they have very powerful sabhava (phenomena) that cannot be controlled by the mind. So these phenomena come out by way of the body and the body starts swaying, shaking, trembling. When it shakes note 'shaking, shaking'; when the body spins note 'spinning, spinning'; when it glides note 'gliding, gliding'; when trembling note 'trembling, trembling', when jerking note 'jerking, jerking'. When feeling as if being pushed note 'pushing, pushing'.

Some people experience this to a great extent; for them the whole house seems to spin; they have the impression that the house sways, the house trembles, the house shakes. In some cases there are people who even vomit.

When such things happen one should not be worried or be afraid. Be always mindful of the objects you experience and make a note many times. When mindfulness increases to a high level they will disappear by themselves.

Some people have such phenomena so much that they do not disappear in spite of noting them. They will have to live with a vipassanacharn (Vipassana-teacher) who has much experience in dealing with these sabhava and helps the meditator to check them by giving instructions on how to note correctly. Those sabhava will little by little disappear of their own accord.

OBSTACLES TO THE MEDITATION PRACTICE

Q : What are the main obstacles for the practice of insight meditation?

A : The obstacles in the practice of vipassanakammatthana (Insight Meditation) have three levels:

1) The obstacles of the inexperienced meditator.

Ordinarily, our mind is always inclined to be associated with worldly objects, such as sight, sound, smell, taste, touch, and mind objects, through the eyes, the ears, the nose, the tongue, the body and the mind. These senses operate all the time and are the cause for the arising of pleasantness, unpleasantness, liking and disliking, gladness and sorrow, happiness and unhappiness, thus giving birth to desire, anger, and delusion. This is what we experience in our daily life all the time. Then upadana (attachment) clings to material things which have the nature of changing. This is maya, illusion, enticing and fooling us, it is deceptive and illusionary, causing us to be attached so that we can't see the reality of our own states of mind.

When we enter into the practice of the Dhamma and develop the four foundations of mindfulness (satipatthana), we begin to see the 5 rupanamakkhandha which are really our body and mind. When we control the mind and apply it to the present object, which is always only one object at a time, the meditator's mind will struggle and fidget. As long as there is no mindfulness, thinking and wandering of the mind arise; it clings to objects of the past or the future continuously. When the mind wanders, annoyance follows, which is the cause of discouragement and drowsiness and many thought. Some people even think they don't have enough parami (accumulation of good deeds) to be able to practice. Some people put the blame on kamma; other people blame the teacher for not teaching well; or they say that practicing insight meditation is of no use.

As a matter of fact the meditator's mind is disturbed too much by kilesanivarana, the obstacles or defilement’s.

When mindfulness is developed only a little the mind will not yet be calm because samadhi is lacking. One has no confidence in oneself. Various doubts arise. This is the reason why the practice does not progress as it should. Some people may give up meditation and return home. They advance the reason that they have work to do in their house or that they must look after their children or grandchildren; or they say that they have no parami at all. Some people admit that they cannot fight their kilesa and they will come back to try again later.

The main obstacles for the meditator in the initial phase are simply the five mental hindrances (nivarana).

Q : What are the five nivarana and where do they come from?

A : 1. Kamacchanda means delighting in and being fond of pleasant objects, such as beautiful sights, melodious sounds, fragrant smells, delicious tastes, gentle touch-contacts, and mind-objects which are pleasing and satisfying.

2. Byapada is ill-will and malevolence towards others.

3. Thina-middha is sloth and torpor or drowsiness.

4. Uddhacca-kukkucca means restless thinking, agitation and worry.

5. Vicikiccha is doubt, uncertainty, indecision.

The new meditator will find the five hindrances disturbing the mind persistently. People who have no confidence in themselves will not have the capacity to practice further and usually they will have to give up the practice.

But those practitioners who have firmness of purpose and faith in the wisdom of the Buddha will establish mindfulness to note the object that is arising at present. In other words, they will keep noting the Rising-Falling of the abdomen continuously throughout. When the hindrances appear in the mind they will make a note of those objects. For instance:

Desire arises, note 'desire, desire'; when anger arises note 'anger, anger'; when sleepiness arises note 'sleepy, sleepy'; when a wandering mind appears note 'wandering, wandering'; thinking arises, note 'thinking, thinking'; worry arises, note 'worrying, worrying'; doubt arises, note 'doubt, doubt'; uncertainty arises, note 'uncertain, uncertain'.

If the meditator always keeps noting the mental hindrances whenever they arise, he will have good results from the practice; that is to say, mindfulness will become more powerful. One will know more quickly the thoughts that have arisen. Then thoughts gradually subside. But before that, the meditators have a gloomy mood and they tend to have anger often. This anger will gradually exhaust itself until the practitioner may well be astonished at himself. Earlier there are thoughts of wanting this and that; these objects are not stable, do not remain as they are and change all the time, noting with mindfulness becomes more continuous, delusion will gradually wane.

2. The second stage of obstacles arises when the practitioner has developed the kammatthana with diligence. Good samadhi has been built up by and by. This causes manifestations of samadhi; various sabhava (natural phenomena) of piti - passadhi (rapture and tranquility) also arise more frequently. Some meditators may become attached to such phenomena out of misunderstanding; some even believe that they have already achieved a high level of Dhamma. Some people start clinging to nimitta, pictures, color or light, holding them to be serious things; this may eventually make the mind insane.

If the meditator is glad and satisfied with these objects when he has reached this point, it will give rise to upadana (clinging) and he will keep watching for what else is going to happen. This is called 'clinging to phenomena', which is vipassanupakilesa (corruption of insight); it means, these experiences become the kilesa of insight and prevent the practice from progressing. This is called 'going the wrong way', it is not the practice on the lines of the Middle Way which is the one and only way, the way of non-attachment to the groups of rupanama (body and mind), the way of purity, free of asavakilesa (bias and defilement) the machinery of sorrow: the path that leads to the cessation of all Dukkha (suffering) without remainder!

Every meditator will have to encounter the obstacles of this second stage more or less. The meditator must depend on a vipassanacharn who is ready to help him and make him understand that this phenomena arising are the manifestations of rupanama they are nothing special. The target of practicing vipassanakammatthana is to set one's mind on an object which is higher than rupanama, that is to say Nibbana. If we get to cling and think of only the rupanama-objects we shall reach Nibbana not. So the objects which are rupanama must all be relinquished. As long as one still feels glad and satisfied because of rupanama-objects one will not be able to surmount these obstacles. The meditator who has right understanding should acknowledge the objects that arise and let go of them.

3) Obstacles of the third stage.

When the meditator has gradually established mindfulness in noting rupanama, the 5 indriya will gain power by and by. These are:

1. Saddha: Confidence in the wisdom of the Buddha and confidence in oneself.

2. Viriya: Diligence and exertion in preventing kilesanivarana (hindrances) from arising; to abandon kilesanivarana that have arisen; to develop mindfulness which contemplates the present object effortlessly; to maintain sati, samadhi, panna and make them stronger.

3. Sati: To be aware of the objects of body, feeling, mind and dhamma in the present, continuously and constantly.

4. Samadhi: To fix the mind on the object which is in front (confronting), encouraging sati and spurring the development of panna (wisdom).

5. Panna: Thorough knowledge, understanding in relation to sankhara (mind and body), knowledge of the four Saccadhamma (truthful facts) as they really are.

In order to know whether these five dhamma have become indriya or not, one must find out whether the obstacles of the second stage have been overcome. If they are still sticking to the meditator, then he has not yet overcome the obstacles of the second stage. This is not yet indriya (controlling power). If the second stage is overcome, it means that these five dhamma have reached the strength of indriya; in other words, they are present in a large scale in their respective qualities. For example: At first sati cannot note the present. But later it becomes faster until it can see the arising and vanishing of rupanama in the present and thus catch up with reality. Nana and panna are elevated stage by stage until they approach the utmost heights of nana (knowledge).

Going through the real stages of Maggaphala (realization) is not such an easy thing as some people think, those who would believe that they have already reached there. Mostly it is false nana; and it is a matter of boasting too much, because nowadays is the time of neyyapuggala kind of people, that means they must study, train and practice much more, even if in this present existence they might not attain to the qualities of the ultimate Dhamma, it is a support and parami for the existences to come. So, when they reach a high level, the essential obstacle is that the practice will go up and down repeatedly. They will anticipate or desire to attain. Then samadhi will not have the power to overcome the obstacles of this third stage.

THE METHOD OF ADJUSTING THE 5 INDRIYA EVENLY

Q : Some people say that, if the 5 indriya (mental faculties) are not equal, the practice will not progress. Why is that so?

A : While the four satipatthana are being developed, the five categories of dhamma which are indriya, such as saddha, viriya, sati, samadhi, panna, (faith, energy, mindfulness, concentration, wisdom), always arise together in the mind because they are species of dhamma belonging to the Eightfold Path. But in some moments they do not arise simultaneously. These five indriya can be separated into two essential pairs: saddha and panna form one pair, viriya and samadhi make up the second pair. As regards sati, it has the function to co-ordinate the indriya in these two pairs.

This can be compared with a chariot having four horses yoked together and a coachman who has the function to supervise all four horses so that they run evenly. If any horse goes ahead or runs too fast, he must pull the reins to co-ordinate it with the other three horses. If any horse runs slower, the reins will slacken. The coachman will then use the whip to make it run equal with the others. The coachman must work very hard and he must be careful all the time to keep the four horses running evenly all the time. When all four horses run equally the chariot will run straight and speed up the whole team. If the control is not good, it will make the horses as well as the chariot shake or swing to and fro. They will not run the straight way; the chariot will slow down and control is difficult. This waste of energy will make the chariot reach the destination very slowly.

In the same way, if the five indriya are not balanced, sati must work very hard by noting in order to arrange the five indriya equally.

The inequality of saddha and panna may be known in the following way. When the mind is calm, the manifestations of samadhi, such as light, color or nimitta-images may arise in the mind. But the meditator who doesn't note with mindfulness will turn back to look at them all the same, but he doesn't note them in order to let them go. The more he notes, the clearer become the images; on noting they do not disappear. If this is the case, then saddha is in excess of panna. Clinging to any object or believing that things are real which in fact are not real, this is called SADDHA EXCEEDS PANNA.

When the meditator receives advice from the vipassanacharn that any object which comes up in the mind must be noted immediately, that he should not stick to these objects and the meditator has understanding, he will simply apply mindfulness and note the nimitta, light, color, various pictures as 'seeing, seeing' until these objects disappear; or if they arise again, he will be able to see the arising and vanishing of these objects. This is the balancing of indriya to make SADDHA EQUAL TO PANNA.

Some meditators have panna in excess of saddha, from studying and learning the Pali Abhidhamma. They have listened to learned persons or studied by themselves. When they take up meditation practice, sometimes one or the other objects or sabhava arise. They are given to thinking and reflecting that, 'this is a sabhavadhamma of such and such a name'.

When they go on thinking or reflecting, the mind will become even more restless. There are also people who think so much that they cannot sleep anymore. This makes the nerves overtaxed and the body exhausted. Such intense thinking about Dhamma is cintamayapanna which means panna arising from thinking. Some people have learned a lot, therefore they think even more extensively. Some people have mana (conceit); they think they are better, then they become such people who do not believe anybody, not even their own teacher, this is the cause of EXCESS OF PANNA OVER SADDHA.

The method of treatment for such practitioners is that they must note the thinking as 'thinking, thinking'. If they have the impression to think correctly they should note 'thinking right, thinking right' until the restless, agitated thinking gradually wears away. In this stage the vipassanacharn must admonish and comfort the practitioner, explaining that these sabhava or experiences which arise are only manifestations of rupanama and they are still phenomena merely of the basic stage.

One should not cling at all.

The teacher should give examples like this:

A man is searching for a diamond of unique water. He knows that the diamond is on the top of a mountain. When he reaches the foot of the mountain he sees stones of various shades of color and light. He mistakes them for real diamonds; dazzled and allured he collects the colorful stones at the foot of the mountain. He will not get the real Diamond because of his own misunderstanding.

In the same way the meditator sets his mind on the object of Nibbana but he meets the rupanama-objects. Wrong understanding arises and he clings to his own thinking. When the meditator receives advice that this rupanama is impermanent, oppressive, and not self, that not even his thinking is permanent, then he must establish mindfulness to note only this present object. Practicing by thinking is 'THINKING MEDITATION'; but practicing with mindfulness noting the present object is called VIPASSANA. When the meditator establishes mindfulness to note the thinking as 'thinking, thinking' until that thinking disappears, then PANNA WILL BE EQUAL WITH SADDHA.

The pair of viriya and samadhi are indriya that are most vital in the course of practice. For if these two indriya are not equal they will cause the practice to stagnate. If viriya (energy) outweighs samadhi the mind of the meditator will vacillate, thinking about past and future events or restlessly thinking nonsense and unsubstantial trivial things. Or he has desire to reap the results of practicing the Dhamma; he wishes for something to happen and is desirous to see this and that. The mind having these sabhava is not a tranquil mind, samadhi is lacking. This is called VIRIYA EXCEEDS SAMADHI.

The method for balancing these indriya is that one should make samadhi increase. The method for uplifting samadhi must be practiced correctly, intensifying samadhi in the walking posture by walking very slowly. Out of the 6 stages in the walking meditation the 4th, 5th and 6th steps are applied in order to increase samadhi. Walk very slowly and let sati follow up carefully each and every phase of the steps, from 'lifting the heel' to 'placing the foot'. Momentary concentration which arises at every moment will gain continuous and increasing power. It will make the mind tranquil and remain firmly fixed to that object. Although walking ordinarily is the posture to increase viriya, still one can so walk as to make samadhi arise.

The intensification of samadhi in the sitting posture:

Samadhi being absent in the sitting posture may have a number of specific causes, for instance: The meditator tends to think and reflect restlessly; the meditator cannot note the present object which is not distinct enough to be identified; there is dukkhavedana, such as pain in the knees, the legs, the waist, the shoulders, or the back; he feels tens which makes the mind vacillate. Kilesa-nivarana disturb<